tribulations

i am without form,
without limit
beyond space beyond time
i am in everything
everything is me
i am the bliss of the universe,
everything
am i

the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like a fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders cross the stars..

"but it's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. sometimes i feel like i'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much. my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst- and then i remember to relax and stop trying to hold on to it. and then it flows through me like rain and i can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. you have no idea what i'm talking about i'm sure, but don't worry you will someday."

"i have no special talent. i am only passionately curious."

i believe that tomorrow is another day and i believe in miracles.